Monday, March 2, 2009

i have to leave most of my online networking areas

i thought i could handle this.. but i can't. i don't want to remove my friends from my social networks, and i don't want to lose my friends. but there's too much.. too much overlap.

i am only hanging on by a thread here. and every time i think i'm ok... it only takes one very small reminder.. a name, a reference.. a photo.. and i'm thrown off. i can't feel like this, i can't. i can't i can't i can't and i can't bear to take the risk.

so those of you who have my number.. you can catch me there. sms me, call me... maybe i'll even respond to email, i have to check there.

lizfarthing22@gmail.com

i just... i know i can't take this. i wish i was able to be stronger... but i can't do this right now. i want contact with you.. please don't hesitate to call. i love you all, my dear friends.

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